I don’t know how but some how you manage to break me even though i distances myself. I knew all along that you were going to leave but it still came as a surprise to me. You pinky swore you weren’t lying about how you felt and the kisses and hugs felt different then anyone else’s. You pinky swore that you weren’t fooling me or messing with my feelings. You promised you would tell me if you were lying. You promised a lot of shit to me and even then, you lied. I should have figured you were to good to be true. I didn’t care that you smoked weed, or that you worked long hours and barely could text me. I didn’t care if i only got one night with you because I would rather have 1 night then never get to see you. Because this emptiness i feel right now is the worst feeling ever and I hate you for putting me through this pain.